I am so dang lazy. I’m really starting to wish that I worked more than three days a week. It seems like I don’t know how to be productive if I don’t have a long list of things to do. With a deadline. I really need those. So last week I looked online at part time home health jobs. I decided those did not look fun. So Tuesday evening I sent an e-mail to a an organization that I would like to volunteer with.
I am so disappointed in myself for doing nothing and wasting so many days. There is so much that I could accomplish with my time off, and all that I seem to do is sit on my butt in front of the television and sometimes bake some cookies. Heather must think that I make them every day because every time we see them I have just baked a fresh batch. Anyway, I want to take James 1:27 seriously and live out my faith by serving others, not myself. I want to stop wasting time. I know that I am not guaranteed tomorrow, and it would be so horrible to spend my last day on earth having done nothing in my Lord’s service.
Ugh. I hate wasting time.